An Indigo Child ~ Rainbow Warrior from the Sun, Emily is a Highly Sensitive Blue Ray Starseed & Violet Ray Twinflame, her first battle as a breech birth coming into this world, has been on a long lone relentless journey filled with contrasted duality of love & hate, suffering & miracles. Born with added levels of awareness & sensitivities, gifts, fear & pain in utter survival in this upside-down world ever since, she met her first child psychologist at age 5, labelling her merely “precautious” and was sent on her way.
After excelling in childhood academically, a gifted athlete, and with a photographic memory & advanced creative ability, she was chosen by IBM at age 7 to go to the Big City & teach businessmen from China how to use Windows DOS – the first computer program. Emily already began to experience spirit activity & intuitive prophetic abilities, but programmed a perfectionist imprisoned by the mind & Negative self-concept of unworthiness with an extreme fear of life that she had inherited, she hid. She hid herself, her pain, what she knew and mastered the art of Masking.
Jumping ahead, Emily was GANG STALKED at age 14 when she got to high school & escaped a violent assault witnessing her best friend get jumped. At 15 she changed schools, her grades dropped drastically and apathy overwhelmed her. Her appendix burst at age 15 shutting down all of her organs, and although recovering, depression & social anxiety was a prison she couldn’t seem to escape, began to see doctors and placed on medication. During these years, her emotions were unmanageable, receiving multiple mental health diagnosis & medications for Bipolar 1 and a list of others. Her remote viewing capabilities where she would get traumatic visions of past events that happened wherever she was, she shared once with a doctor and was given the diagnosis of OCD & ADD, and she never shared her thoughts or visions again.
A few years later, she developed CHRONIC ILLNESS that started with IBS growing into full body autoimmune disease – with NO USE of her BOWELS from age 18 for 18 more years. She could no longer eat, live or function without pain or consequence.
She turned to DRUG & FOOD addiction, with a breakdown at 21, a few years later she hit a bottom. She heard God speak to her in 2008 while HIGH, following an abortion & for years wanting to die in self-harm, but could never commit suicide, she told her parents since she was young that she was fated to die at 25. She checked herself into Rehab in 2008, became an Addictions Counsellor, experienced her first sociopath & abusive relationship & began her awakening healing journey until all changed again in 2014.