INDIGO CHILD

An Indigo Child ~ Rainbow Warrior from the Sun, Emily is a Highly Sensitive Seraphim Violet Ray Twinflame, her first battle as a breech birth coming into this world, has been on a long lone relentless journey filled with contrasted duality of love & hate, suffering & miracles. Born with added levels of awareness & sensitivities, gifts, fear & pain in utter survival trapped in the upper 3 chakras, she met her first child psychologist at age 5, labelling her merely “precautious” and was sent on her way.

After excelling in childhood academically, a gifted athlete, and with a photographic memory & advanced creative ability, she was chosen by IBM at age 7 to go to the Big City & teach businessmen from China how to use Windows DOS – the first computer program. Emily already began to experience spirit activity & intuitive prophetic abilities, but programmed a perfectionist imprisoned by the mind & Negative self-concept of unworthiness with an extreme fear of life that she had inherited, she hid. She hid herself, her pain, what she knew and mastered the art of Masking.

Feeling so misunderstood, resisting and rebelling what the world continued to show her, she secretly suffered and developed necessary coping mechanisms that helped her survive shutting her multidimensional senses down for many years to protect herself from this world she felt so foreign to. Twinflames are filled with implants to stop their awakening, living She was born awake yet went back to sleep to survive the next many years under Divine protection.

Having been on the shamanic path all along without knowing it from the very beginning experiencing a multitude of traumas, near death experiences, concussions, accidents, chronic mental and physical health issues and paranormal phenomena, she told her parents at a very young age that she was fated to die by the age of 25.

Jumping ahead, Emily was GANG STALKED at age 14 when she got to high school & escaped a violent assault witnessing her best friend get jumped. At 15 she changed schools, her grades dropped drastically and apathy overwhelmed her. Her appendix burst at age 15 shutting down all of her organs, and although recovering, depression & social anxiety was a prison she couldn’t seem to escape, began to see doctors and placed on medication. During these years, her emotions were unmanageable, receiving multiple mental health diagnosis & medications for Bipolar 1 and a list of others. Her remote viewing capabilities where she would get traumatic visions of past events that happened wherever she was, she shared once with a doctor and was given the diagnosis of BPD, OCD & ADD, and she never shared her thoughts or visions again.

A few years later, she developed CHRONIC ILLNESS that started with IBS growing into full body autoimmune disease – with NO USE of her BOWELS from age 18 for 18 more years. She could no longer eat, live or function without pain or consequence.

She turned to DRUG & FOOD addiction, with a breakdown at 21, a few years later she hit a bottom. She heard God speak to her in 2008 while “high”, following an abortion & for years wanting to die fighting in self-harm, could never commit suicide, she told her parents since she was young that she was fated to die at 25. She checked herself into Rehab in 2008, became an Addictions Counsellor, experienced her first sociopath & abusive relationship & began her awakening healing journey until all changed again in 2014.

At age 18 she suddenly was intolerant to food and developed an unknown digestive disorder which continued for the next 18 years, that included no use of her bowels partnered with an endless list of autoimmune symptoms including constant pain, chronic fatigue as well as shame traumatized from doctors not believing or able to help her. At 21, she was suicidal yet not wanting to die, just “wanting out of her skin” which many starseeds relate to as we feel completely unable to fit our source light inside these avatars. She was diagnosed with a multitude of mental health mood disorders and prescribed cocktails of medication, yet she was saner, more competent and coherent than most of the doctors she saw. Truthfully, no one outside of her home would have judged her any way other than “highly put together.”

This is when her true healing and spiritual journey to discovering her divine gifts began and she has been living and breathing to ascend suffering ever since. So, at the age of 25 in 2008 she checked herself into rehab as she was a highly functioning addict that living at home even her parents were not aware of and has never looked back since relentlessly committed to heal and undo her patterns and illnesses.